oha. bongga.

new hairdo na ako. haha. parang siyang pa-v shape. haha. and i remember ate lynda when i look at myself. i so heart it :D but my mom doesnt like it

 

tapos. and sad part pa. i like, have to blow-dry my hair everyday from now on. kasi pag i just leave it be to dry by itself magfa-fly-away siya. ulk.

 

that's why i told nga the guy na gumupit ng hair ko, i dont want it too layered. kasi hassle pag nag-fly-away

 

no offense, pero parang nagkaganun yung magandang hairdo ni mots. hay.

 

&3&

 

so long SR muna. i'll be off to Sagada ) yikee. i hope it isnt raining there. it's no fun going there daw kasi when it's all muddy tapos dangerous pa daw

 

saaaaaaaaaad. i know.

 

i had my nails painted na tonight. haha. ewan. parang gumagaling na ata ako dito. haha! may future na ako )

so im off to get a quick nap. mga 3 hours lang. para im not too cranky in the morning. haha

 

wish me luck sa pag-akyat sa bundok, pagsulong sa cave & pagswim sa ice-cold water inside the cave ;p sa falls na din pala )

so im back

 

isnt that great? ahaha.

 

went to banaue. then sagada. and baguio. all i can say. WOW.

 

pag napunta ka na ng banaue and sagada, no match na ang baguio. haha. baguio, as usual, was really, really crowded. and ang init na compared to sagada.

 

and the zigzags of baguio, no match na rin sa zigzags ng sagada. haha. love the place. kaso we went there at a time na super DAMI ng tourists. but i so heart it still )

 

2 destinations lang napuntahan namin dun. the bokong falls and the underground river. my companions were tired na. haha. we werent able to go to sumaging cave and bomod-ok falls ay! we went to see sugong. we saw the hanging coffins from afar nga lang. pagod na e. haha

 

super lamig nung falls. saya and the loooooooooong hike was sooooo much fun.

 

and then. haha. super hyped din kasi ako. when we got to the underground river (which is connected to the falls too) i wanted to go down na agad. e and dulas pala. wet kasi. and flat siya na pababa. so ayun. SLIDE. haha! puteeeeeeeeeeeeeek. my whole left body was covered in mud! haha. nabugbog pa yung left arm ko. and it was killing me yesterday. it's good that it's a bit better na today

 

well, it was really fun. i had all the more reason to go to the river ) super COLD nung water. haha. kasi nga covered. the water was up to my hips so it was easier to wash my white shorts. na naputikan. haha. good thing i changed pala into shorts. kasi if i wore my jeans and HIRAP. yun pa yung naputikan. e i didnt bring another pair of pants. good thing din na i wore my bathing suit inside din that day. kasi nga i really thought we were going to sumaging cave. e wet din dun. so at least. haha. imma wait for the pics from tito gerry's cam. he took pictures of me daw habang nagsaslide. haha! =))

 

it was really really cold there. 14 degrees. tapos sa baguio 22 lang. see? polluted na kasi ang baguio. when we were travelling ang dami naming nadaanang mini falls, super HUGE and SPECTACULAR talaga na rock formations.

 

oh yeah! sabi pala ni manong guide ng sagada sagada daw was submerged in water thousands of years ago. so i thought, 5000 meters above sea level ang sagada and it was submerged in water pa. nasan na kaya ang San Rafael nun? nakabaon na? ahaha! treasure! =))

 

&3&

 

lucky!i was able to buy two bags. one i actually bought in sagada and the other in sagada weaving sa sm baguio. haha. cheaper ang bags sa sagada. they're of the same fabric but the body bag's redder. while the mini duffel bag's duller naman.

 

but the keychains pala are cheaper in baguio. so namahalan pa pala ako. but anyway. sa baguio the chains have 'baguio' written on them. but the ones i bought in sagada have 'sagada' o diba? haha

 

it was dead tiring. but heck. super fun. it's so hooooooooooot here in bulacan maaaaaan. so mas mainit naman sa manila. errrrrr.

 

&3&

 

uploading photos na sa multiply right now konti lang. nagloko kasi ulit yung cam ko. like when we went to tuguegarao.

 

check out the photos a!

 

i. am. bored.

 

&3&

 

 

im really really tired now.

 

but i cant sleep just yet.

 

i know it's still a bit early, but im tired. i've been out this morning and it was really HOT.

took a toll on my laaaaaaaaazy body again. i so prefer being under the sun in sagada than here. haha.

 

i cant sleep yet too 'cause we've got a wake to attend to. my dentist's brother-in-law was shot yesterday. so we have to go there since tito manny[my dentist's dad] is a really good friend of my dad and his whole family. so yeah. and they're REAL good people.

 

it's so saaaaaaad really

i mean, with 3 small kids? what's gonna happen now? well, the mom is still there. but, without the dad?

good thing her parents are great people. and they're pretty blessed in the financial department.

 

may his soul rest in peace.

 

&3&

 

ate's lolo's soul too

 

why're there sooooooooooo many dead people nowadays anyway?

 

&3&

 

so tomorrow. the making of the banderitas got cancelled. dunno why. i could also care less. haha. mean! i know.

so we're planning to just go to ate's. then micky dees. and then go gallivanting somewhere. dont know where. it really sucks that there's no arcade in this town. and the next

 

i hope the construction of the mall gets done already. so b2d can bond easier! and a whole lot more FUN!

so i made a mistake.

 

i was so keen on enrolling already. i was scared that i was the only one left who hasnt enrolled yet. but the thing is.

 

KONTI PA LANG DAW NAGEENROL.

 

so i just gave the school more cash to spend to build the quadrangle. dang.

 

&3&

 

now :D im advicing people to just enrol on june 4. tihihi.

so the school wouldnt be able to pay for the construction works. yipee!

 

hmm. school mates! if you get to read this and you havent enrolled yet, i advice you not to do so just yet.

 

hahaha.

 

BABANGON TAYO AT DUDURUGIN ANG

ST. PAUL!

 

=))

and yes. i was so excited just a few hours ago.

 

but because of some certain stupid brother. ugh. damn. this is why i dont like it when they're here

 

anyway, let's not let him consume this entry.

 

tomorrow is the day! yey!

sana there'll be lots to come. [excitement resourfaces sunddenly]

maaaaan. cant believe it. kelan ba kami last nagkita-kita. parang...super tagal naaaaaaaaaa. goodness.

hahaay. so im guessing it wont be the same as what was back then. haha. pero we all stayed in touch naman e. so i hope it wont be awkward :D

 

sana the trip to ate's place will be fun and safe. it's just sooooo sad ( really. gawd. haaaay. well. i do know how it feels to lose someone you love so much.

 

and to think lolo's death anniv will only be a week from now. so that's like. NEAR. haha.

 

&3&

 

sucker! dang. i dont have any load. hindi na ako unli. ayoko na ring manghingi ke ina ( help me people! send me load. kahit 25 lang. ok na. haaaaaaaaaaay. DESPERATE NA!

 

super dami na ng nagtetext saken. pati si ano na ang dalang na akong itext ngayon biglang nag'hi'. di ko mareplyan. hahaha. sorry na lang. e wala akong load e.

 

ugh. tapos ang kelangan talagang mareplayan is pic. errrrrrrrrr. needa, needa, needa, NEEDA!

 

ayon. so na-burn ko na yung cd for pic. pero sucks na naman i was trying to add the studio versions of David Cook's Always Be My Baby and The Music of The Night and Carly Smithson's Without You.

PERO AYAW.

 

darn it. bakit kaya? so. yung live version na lang nung always be my baby yung nalagay ko. argh. sorry pic i'll let you down. sorry sorry sorry talaga.

 

&3&

 

im actually quite happy today.

 kinda.

 

got a new manicure and a pedicure.

 

PEROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

 

i didnt know na the claret would be this DARK pag 2 coats. so now it looks like red. errrrrrr. e gusto ko hot pink tulad nung yesterday. diba? mas okay yun. para kamatch talaga yung ka-alternate nya na purple.

 

pink. purple kasi yung fingernails ko. hrrrrrrr.

 

hahahah. i could rant on and on about my nails all night long. but i wont waste your time that much. haha.

 

 

if you've seen my past article sorry na talaga.

okay lang sakin kahit mabasa mo.

o diba? mas nagiging OPEN na ako =)

 

&3&

 

im happy. like, real happy. got to see my friends yesterday.

kahit nabarya ng tig-50 yung napakalutong kong sanlibo.

worth it naman.

napasaya ko naman din ang b2d sa large fries & 3 sachets ng ketchup.

ahahahahahaha.

 

&3&

 

moved ang swimming.

dahil pyesta kanila em-em sa tuesday

monday na ang swimming yey!

a day earlier!

 

&3&

 

hectic ang sked this week.

 

saturday[tomorrow na pala to] - 9am - practice with choir sa chapel

sunday - mass. tugtog ako fiesta sa pulo. our family could care less. mother's day. we're going out. nuod daw hopefully ng iron maaaaaaaaan :D

monday - swimming ng b2d

tuesday - fiesta kanila heng-heng. punta ng primavera!

wednesday - death anniv ni lolo pedro. parade ng kalabaws. offer sa 5.30pm mass sa san isidro.

thursday - fiesta sa pulilan. house blessing dun

friday - practice choir again :|

 

&3&

 

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. needa hurry. early pa ako tomorrow

i may not be the best person around, but if im all you've got dont hesitate.

i may be showing this strong facade, but deep inside im crumbling.

i may not seem to be an easily-influenced person, but in all honesty i care what others are saying and i get too conscious about it.

i may not be your best friend, but i assure you we ARE friends.

i may act all high and mighty, but actually i have an inferiority complex.

i may be plastic, but im only being human.

i may not want to answer your questions, but it's because i dont know the answers completely myself.

i may seem to always know what i am doing, but really, im confused about how the world turns, even as much as you do.

i may try to befriend others, but i always feel alone. [doesnt make sense, huh?]

i may suck at things, but at least i do try.

i may be a bad actress, but at least some people appreciate the fact that i tried to save their asses.

i may be stuck with you, but i dont know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

 

 

im scared of all the possibilities that may or may not happen. im scared of the future. i want to be strong. i NEED to be strong. for in this world we live in the strong shall live and the weak shall die.

 

i dont wanna die. i cant let myself die. neither will i die for you.

 

but im willing to live to protect and be with you.

 

 

 

 

&3&

 

oha. some are facts. some are fiction. guess nyo na lang

clue: mas marami yung facts ;]

 

you're so SELFISH.

i really think so.

 

you dont think about what other's feel. you only think that you should be pitied. you should be prioritized. you should be special.

 

well, i've got two words for you.

 

YOU'RE WRONG.

 

i regret a LOT of things that i've done. there are so many mean things, so many mistakes. and i had the chance to not do them.

 

im disappointed in myself. im so laaaaaaaaaame.

i feel so useless.

 

im always thinking "what if--?"

 

sayang talaga. ang daming mga bahay na di ko dapat ginawa, sinabi. ang dami kong hindi ginawa, sinabi.

 

too many regrets

i need to CALM DOWN.

 

damn it (

so for the past few days/weeks, i've been sitting in front of the computer or lying down on my bed. READING.

i get till 2am when i read. i dont seem to care about time when i read. i get too engrossed. but im not complaining. i havent read anything for quite a while now.

 

now, my life is fiction. im always reading fanfics. and now im really, really REALLY hooked on the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer.

 

im reading the 2nd bok already. New Moon. but just an ebook.

 

we went to greenbelt yesterday to watch iron man. and while waiting for my mom, dad and other brother to get there, kuya and i went to NBS. i asked where they're stephenie meyers are. and OH MY GAWD.

 

all three books are SOLD OUT.

 

maaaaaaaaaaan. it sucks. i've spent my whole morning searching everywhere in the net for someplace where i can download a free new moon ebook. and thank GAWD. i found one. im already on page 134. slow. i know. 358 pages more. but at least. that site also has eclipse so i dont have to sweat it looking for another site that has an ebook of it. God is SO GREAT.

 

i so heart

EDWARD CULLEN!

sabi yan ni mumay.

pero hmmm. let me justify myself.

si naman sa affected masyado or what. di lang talaga maiiwasan dahil sa mga nangyari. alam mo yun?

 

okaaaaaaaaay so. di ako affected.

napaparanoid lang?

hahahaha!

joooooooooooooke.

 

 

&3&

 

pero kagabi affected nga ako.

asar kasi yung mga songs na kinanta ni David Cook eh!

di naman bagay sa kanya.

eh ang gaganda nung ke David Archuleta

ang ganda nung mga rendition nya.

tapos nag'imagine' pa again. eh ang ganda pa naman nung rendition nya dun talaga.

 

anyway. kahit naman di manalo si DC, i'll support him pa rin.

even Blake Lewis supports DC. hehe

okay so my feet's hurting like hell.

i dont know why. i cant tell if it's the muscle or the veins or the joints that're hurting like hell.

all i know is that i am in PAIN.

 

and it hurts.

BUGGER.

 

i just noticed this afternoon. veins are becoming visible on my then-perfectly clear feet.

damnit. they look.......OLD.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I. AM. SO. TICKED. OFF.

 

WTH.

 

4 words was all it took to really piss me off. you never really cease to amaze me with how you manipulate me.

argh. this is soooooooooooooooo irritating

 

i am soooooooooooooo gonna kill you when we see each other next time

dont you just think that people in friendster are mental?

 

well. arent they? come on. what kind of person sets up the security that when you try to add them up, the system asks for that person's email address or last name.

 

but on that person's page, the shoutout says their email address. and sometimes even has a note after the email add "add me up!"

 

i mean. wth?

 

oh. and sometimes they like, already have their last name displayed on their profile.

 

pfft.

i've been really busy this week, ne?

 

well, not just this week. but yeah. this week was hell too. but that's okay. this week, i've been enjoying myself. been reading twilight fanfics ALL DAY.

 

YESSSSS! haha. you heard it right. ALL DAY. of course, except when i go to the toilet and when eating.

 

i pretty much get to use the main pc, the black one. and my brothers decide who uses the silver pc and/or the laptop.

 

xxxxx

 

i havent used my phone much, too. because of me being busy, yeah. but also cause i aint got no load. hihi. im currently low on cash. sigh. i want my job back

 

xxxxx

 

haha. when i checked my fs account just a while ago, i was quite taken aback by a comment from an acquaintance. she was asking me to ask ate L of spcp what M.O.'s email is

 

like i have to ask ate L.

 

i already know it.

 

but i dont know if i should give it. i mean, it's not my place to randomly give out information about other people. talk about privacy issues.

 

i just knew it because of SOMEONE. thanks to you too ;p

 

xxxx

 

im home alone yet again. and enjoying my freedom til it lasts.

it's my last week until school starts again. damn. it feels like it hasnt really hit me that school's gonna start in no time again yet.

 

oh well. that's kind of a good thing anyway. cant wait to see my friends :D

 

xxxx

 

this year, im gonna stick to my resolution to STUDY HARD. STUDY WELL.

 

i wanna be part of the honor roll on graduation. but this is easier said than done.

 

so help me God.